Back to Zero

Soooo...I'm back to zero - the CPAP unit is gone, and it's just me and my apnea again.

It's a bit cruel.  Almost a week of wonderful sleep, and then they whisk the machine away and leave you twisting in the wind while they analyze your data.  Your machine will be 'drop shipped' one day, but you don't know when.  Could be as little as 2-5 days.  Could be more.  They're noncommittal.  Keeps them from getting pesky phone calls, I guess.

Labor Day holiday is Monday, meaning a non-work day, meaning longer to wait...

I want my nasty uncomfortable mask back!  I'll wear it!  As long as I get that air down my throat and a decent night's sleep again!

So I feel like crap warmed over again.  Woke up groggy, went to work groggy, to the gym groggy; wandering groggily through the day.  Will groggily pack up my stuff, drive home, walk with daughter and dogs, and probably fall asleep in fornt of the TV like always (before CPAP).

It was a little hard to go to sleep last night WITHOUT the CPAP...I guess I grew kind of used to it.

I want to feel good again!

I wonder if anyone's reading this Blog.  My guess is no.  Nobody's left a single comment.  I made it so anybody could comment, and nobody has.  Off line yes - notably my mother with her vitriolic fusillade of recriminations about how this is my fault because I've eaten myself into a giant fat pig.  And how I will probably get all the concomitant ailments that go with fat pigginess like Diabetes 2, high cholesterol, high blood pressure etc etc (I have the cholesterol issue, but not the others.)  The price of sharing, I guess.

Okay, must pack up now and make the groggy trek home...